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Scars

"Each time I get a glimpse of this past of mine, it's like hearing my father was dead once again, crazy racing of my heartbeat. A lot of darkness; regrets, pity, acrimony, pain, disdain, contempt, scorn, thickening the cloud. It's always the bad part of keeping up with the present and worse when I think of the future, so unsure, so incompetent, and so diffident I become. The guilt is so excruciating that I wonder if I'll ever find my way past it till my death; there is no easy way. Fornication, incest, adultery, stealing, lies upon lies, brutal words to a heart in need, a lot of good I failed to do, mastery of con... God, where does this even end? My heart feels stabbed."      My dear reader, I have a scar, so I write from my misery. Life does have its twists, its turns, its ups and its downs. While it does this, it sometimes leaves an indelible mark due to your actions and reactions through this rigorous path. Life is tunnel of so many channels, for you to go